I was never much of a crier. Sure, i cried when I was sad… or overwhelmed. But I never cried over a lot of things that other people do… like the lifehouse “Everything skit”, chick flicks… or when a super emotional thing happens. They evoked emotion… but it never brought tears and i figured i just wasn’t that kind of person.

Since coming back from thailand… so many things move my heart to tears. Especially things that are close to what God broke my heart for this summer. I’ve started to listen to worship music in Thai because I love and want to learn it. and every time i listen to it I get all teary just thinking that maybe one day those people we hung out with in thailand will sing praises to God in their tongue. and its beautiful. one day they’re going to know the love of God and they will sing and rest in his peace. 

it always reminds me of the saturday after saturday school when Mabhang stayed in the church for “guitar lessons” (which was just random strumming without chords haha). We sat there in the church singing “Pra Jao sen di” (God is so good) and “my God is so BIG!” over and over again for an hour and a half. I was drained from singing a 30 second over 90 minutes but i really loved every minute.. praying that she’ll hold those words in her heart and know that God is so good to her.

i had a picture of her playing the guitar.. but i can’t find it… but wearing the guitar bag in this one (:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jad0PasjWl4

With Everything :]

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